Hey guys. I had a really, really shitty night last night, and you guys are the ones I'm going to vent on. Don't you just feel so priveledged? No? Didn't think so. Fuck it.
I don't know how much I drunk last night, but I feel like shit this morning. Also, my knuckles are swollen and a little purple, because apparently angry drunk blake likes to punch inanimate objects. He's kind of retarded. Why was I an angry drunk Blake last night? Well, it was our pub night at college, so there's the drunk part. I was angry because of stupid shit that should have ended last year.
So last year I had a massive crush on this girl who seemed to like me back. She was really nice, we shared a lot of interests, and she was pretty much my ideal girl in most ways, like the one you envision dating sort of thing. We hung out a lot and made out a few times and things were going great. Then I asked her out. She said "Can I think about it?" and then 2 days later sent me a text saying "No." and then avoided me like the plague. Since it's a collge we ran into each other a lot but she didn't really say anything other than hi or give me a wave, never wanting to start or continue a conversation. Eventually the crush faded and I was completely over her.
A couple of weeks ago at "Back to School" where everyone wears school uniform (Probably the sluttiest night at college...) I ran into her again. We talked a bit, and told each other how we were going. Then she kissed me. Like, we made out for about 5 minutes. Then she sort of freaked out and left. Being the idiot that I was apparently i sent her an angry message on facebook and then deleted it.
Fast forward to last night. I was out with some friends for pub night. I was drinking with a group at one of the tables, and she come up, slaps me on the back and gets up me for how mean that message was. I didn't remember it, because I deleted it. Apparently I thought that by deleting an inbox I had already sent to her she wouldn't see it. Even though facebook told me she's seen it (which is the stupidest feature ever). Because I'm an idiot. Anyway, I aplologised, told her I didn't remember the message. She described it to me, I told her I was sorry, and didn't know why I'd send a message like that and that I didn't mean it (Because I have no backbone and I'm apparently not over her. Which is shit), and we started talking again. Then we went and danced. Anyway, I left and came back and she was making out with one of my friends, who also happens to live directly accross from me, and knows about my history. So yeah. I was pissed. To his credit he couldn't really even remember my name so I can't really blame the guy. He's just like someone stuck their tongue down my throat, I'll go with it. So I wasn't overly pissed at him until we got home and he asked me like 10 times where she lived and I eventually told him to get fucked and went to the bathroom and beat the shit out of a towel dispensor, because I didn't want to hit him.
Anyway, that's getting ahead of myself. After this happened, I wanted to leave and either go home or to the other pub I go to. Taxi's were booked out for like an hour. Guess I was staying there! After she finished making out with the guy she came to find me again, and I pretended not to be upset by it, because hey, I'm supposedly over her. So we sat down and talked for what seemed like an eternity before she finally left. Anyway, I decided that since I was feeling like shit, I was going to try and hook up. Seriously, the only time I ever actually go for one night stands is when I feel fucking terrible.
So I went and started talking to this other girl, who was one of my friends friends and we'd spoken a few times and she was a decent person. We made out a bit and then she told me she couldn't do it because A) her friend liked me, and B) She liked one of my friends. I gave up at that point. Also, I'm not touching her friend with a 10 foot pole. She's a self obsessed bitch who likes to cause trouble. And she looks like a semi trailer fell on her. Actually not really, she's not ugly, I think her shitty personality just clouds my vision there.
So there. Last night was shit. As was this blog. And long. A lot longer than I thought it would be. Anyway, sorry for wasting your time guys. Just needed to vent a little.
That sucks, man. At least that other girl is still possible? F'n Todd.
If she is, I don't really want her. I'm over this shit tbh. Doesn't mean if something happens I'll say no. Because hey, I'm an idiot when it comes to pretty girls.
Haha, we all need to vent a bit every now and then, no need to apologize.
I'm only 14, so I wouldn't know much about this stuff but my advice? Take a break from girls a bit. Keep your mind preoccupied with something else, like games or studies, that'll get your mind off of all of it. And trust me, 20 years from now you'll be laughing over how silly this all is, now matter how unsilly you think it is now.
And the great part about being single is that you get to make fun of other people with bf's/gf's!
Yeah I know that. Hindsight is all kinds of hilarious. And I always say I'm going to take a break from girls. Never happens though lol.
been there, dude. 
Yeah it sucks. It shouldn't even be considered a problem IMO though. I mean I don't have AIDS and it takes me no effort to get myself food. First world problems lol.
Well definitely stay the hell away from the girl sticking her tongue down you freinds throat if u did hook up she woukd cheat and who needs that shit, plus theres plenty of nice women.
To be fair it was the drunkest I'd ever seen her. She could barely stand up. She's great when she's sober though.
Well just looking out for your best interest we dont want a raging Blake lol!!!
I want a raging Blake. Let's make it the sequel to Raging Bull. Now that would be good.
Thanks man. I appreciate it :)
Stupid lying sheilas! And that's all I got for you...
Am reminded once again how happy I am not to be that age anymore! And what happened to that girl your were flirting and texting with?
I decided to just be friends with the other girl. She's nice and all, but we just really don't have much in common, and she's really obsessed with academic stuff. We went out again and I found her much easier to talk to when we were just friends. I honestly didn't see it going anywhere because I just didn't like her. I was going to stick with her but I think it would have been more out wanting to be with someone, and I wasn't going to put her or me through that.
And yeah. I love being my age though!
I am having a shit day myself, but because of my financial situation. When I get back home, I'll want a drink. To problems!
Love the new ID pic. Is that Tom Selleck? So sexy. KIDDING.
You're one of the only people it seems to be showing up for. Wish more people could see it; I feel it adds hair to my comments.
That's the piece of cake that I want. <snicker>
Thanks Joe, now I'm out of tissues...
Feeling better? Venting is much better than punching someone, though that's probably more satisfying. At least tomorrow's a new day, and hopefully not so poopy...
Yeah. A lot better lol. My knuckles are still a little swollen. Why out of all thethings around my room did I find something metal to punch?
Anyway, words are better than physical violence for getting something off your chest I find.
Sad to hear that Blake
I was just thinking how good that second paragraph sounds as I read it aloud to myself with an Aussie accent. Somehow stories of angry drunkeness always sound better with any accent that's not your own. Scottish would be a good one too, but maybe a Scott would want to hear my American accent as I told of drunken shenanigans? Weird.
Bahahaha I always read drunk stories in an Irish or British accent. It's more fun that way! So I perfectly understand.
He he. Accents are fun.
Wow. My college life was a bit different. It was mainly just a group of friends hanging around. Not much making out unless they were already "with" each other. I personally had no drama at all. My life was pretty boring and I liked it that way. Less trouble and problems. 
Yeah. We have events specifically designed around hook ups. I mean at back to school they seperate the guys and girls, get them drunk and then throw them together. Actually, that's the ojnly one, but still lol. Most of college is like yours though. It's only really certain times.
College romances man, had a similar situation but more than making out was involved, cuts deep. Time's a healer. I've had a girl make me the lowest I've ever been but these days I couldn't give a shit and we can still speak and reminisce and i feel nothing. Bad advice on my part but I say just enjoy yourself and hook up with whatever you can, it won't be that available after college!
I can't do it. I don't like hook ups. I can't fuck someone I don't like as a person, and if I like them as a person I usually want to do more than fuck them. It's kind of shit I know. But even if I don't like them romantically, I still want a friend or something. I'm the kind of guy that if I had a fuck buddy, I'd still want to chill and do stuff when we weren't fucking lol. I said fuck a lot in this comment!